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Thursday, November 10, 2005

HEEEEEEY!!!! nothing really has been happenin lately..just chillin, killin! haha gotta love "scary movie" hmmmmm..so i saw "House of Wax" and HOLY CRAP!! it scared the poop out of me!! lol..now im hangin with KB and noz!! YEAHYA! be jealous..im pretty much only updating cuz nickie told me to. lol. nickie is AWESOME and has NO FRIENDS WHATSOEVER!! [aside from me] lol..not really though. kelly is also AWESOME..but has more friends than nickie..cuz nickie is pretty much a douche bag..

OKAY!!! HERE GOES THE GUESS WHO!!!!!!

1.  this girl is HILARIOUS!!! sittin in physical science..OMGOSH!! we should go see the fog together!! he still hasnt taken us to buffalo wild wings!! lol

2.  oh my, this girl cracks me up like no other..MOM! GO TO BED!! hehe we pretty much just chill..but its fun stuff! we can shave in our bathing suits!!!

3.  yet another girl..we dont get to hang out so much but i still love her..she is deffinitely part of the fantastic 4!!! HER FLAGS ARE HANGING OUT!! >can you do that to the flag pole?!?

4.  this boy is great!! i can pretty much tell him anything..[pretty much] yeah, hes like my best guy friend..I LOVE THIS KID!!!

5.  yeah, this girl is such a whore!! she got to hear the undies story and shes pretty much the kewlest effing cousin ever..[hard one? i think not]

6.  this kid is a fag..he puts on nickies clothes!

7.  OMG!!! I LOVE THIS KID!! he is hilarious!!! i made him cry!!! lol..how great is that?!? [of course i made him cry in a good way] and holy shart! he is AMAZING at DDR!! "he's so dope"

8.  HOLY POO!! okay, this kid takes the cake!! i pretty much have never met someone so kewl in my whole life!! AHAHA!! we like to bake, and call people douchebags..its good fun!! "CAN TOM COME OUT AND PLAY?!?" wiggle worm! PADIDDLE!! omgosh!! fun as a mofo!!! I FOUND IT!! i bet you $$10 its in the underwear drawer..DAMN I AM GOOD!!

9.  this girl rocks my socks..hehe we were at the banquet, right? and lets just say i got the greatest wedgie ever!! lol..it looked like she had shxt on her face from the frosting! oh i love her! hahaha

10.  ummmmm this chicklet i havent seen in a while!! but i still love her like no other!! lol..soooooft tiiiiickle!! playing in mud in arkansas..your cousin dude is hott!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

11.  okay, im sure most of you wont get this one but i know nickie will!! lol..this kid is pretty hott, "YOU CAN BE THE COP WATCH!!" lol..great great times!!

12.  this kid is awesome!! he is so nice lol..he pretty much needs to work on uno though! lol i kicked his butt every game!!

13.  this kid is pretty much AMAZING!!! he's hilarious and i could kill him in tennis!! BAHAHA!! yeah, "its easier goin out than comin in" >or something like that!! lol..







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By the way, I'm wearing the smile you gave me..<3

my friends are crazy,silly,stupid,&funny...and yet they are the COOLEST people i know

..and im done!! catch you all later! MUAH! love && such but more..

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_____________-CODY!


Monday, October 31, 2005

hey hey hey..what are you guys up to?!? its halloween and im bored. how lame..little kids keep like pounding on the door and then they decide that they must ring the doorbell as well! NOT COOL! lol..well hmmmmm i do believe i shall do what i always do and put some quotes and icons on here!! 

and its days like these i wonder
if everything does happen for a reason
because i dont think it was meant for me to
want you like this and be oh so broken like this

and i realized that i could never hate you
cuz when i stare into those beautiful eyes
all i can think of is how much i love you

maybe it was just one of those *in the moment* things...
but you sure did get my hopes up

smiling faces hide secrets well
of all the problems that she can't tell
about her heart that's about to break
about her life that feels much too fake
about her dreams that are now shattered glass
about how she keeps dreaming of the past
when everything was less imperfect that now
as shes choking on her every last breathe
she wishes that life wouldn't end up like this
</3

just remember
if god brings you to it
he'll bring you through it

i wish you could,
.....would.....
love me the way i am

behind those eyes
holds a bunch of lies
behind those words
are cries you've never heard
inside her head
are all the things you'll never understand

WE`LL FLiP A C0iN F0R 0UR FUTURE.
HEADS -- WE`LL BE
T0GETHER FOREVER
TAiLS -- WE`LL FLiP AGAiN

A stranger stabs you in the front, a friend stabs you in the back, boyfriends stab you in the heart, but best friends just poke each other with straws.<< kinda reminds me of myself and noz!! bahaha..HEY I FOUND STRAW IN MY POCKET!! haha

Ever since I was young, I never understood anything about the world or anything that happened in my life. The only thing that ever made sense to me was you, and how I felt about you. That's all I've ever known... And that's enough - that`s enough for me for the rest of my life...
--» Boy Meets World

during the day at random times
thoughts of you fill
my mind
& i picture that s m i l e you gave me
& i swear that for one second ..
i can barely b r e a t h e.

Whoever said that anything is possible
obviously never tried slamming a revolving door.

I know im not perfect..my hair is messy and i dont have a lot of money..i dont wear the clothes all the preps wear and i am not that beautiful but is that all you care about






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..that is all i got for you!! lol..hmmm well this weekend coming up i think shall be pretty fun even though i have no idea what i am going to do..i think i am supposed to hang out with a few people but im not sure..i will catch you all later though! MUAH!

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___________-cody


Wednesday, October 19, 2005

____________[alrighty kids]..its sunday and last night i went to a bonfire!! it was so0o0o0o0o0o much freaking fun!! well yeah boys are still boys..confusing as can be [whats new with that?!?] lol..no ummmm yeah i think i like 2 people..but whatever things never tend to work out! thats okay though, you know why?!? cuz gymnastics is coming up soon!! YEAHYA!! IM SO READY FOR IT! [not really but im excited! lol] hmmmmmm heres some more quotes, a quiz survey thingy, and i got icons for ya!

"Contrary to what cynics say, distance is not for the fearful its for the bold. It's for those willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those who know a good thing when they see it even if they don't see it nearly enough."


Those who really love you don’t mean to hurt you
& if they do, you can see it in their eyes that it hurts them too..

I wish on every falling star & whisper your name.

Is she broken? maybe
Does it hurt? like crazy

But when I look at him I see all those memories of us. And I just wonder if maybe he's still seeing them too.

I somtimes feel a little jealous inside imagining someone else could please you more than me. i guess its insecurity acting up a bit because i know i'm not the most beautiful most fun or most exciting person you'll ever meet but i do know that no matter how hard you search....you'll never find another like me.

I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you.
++Dirty Dancing

& Things will happen in your life that you cant stop, but thats no reason to shut out the world.. There is a purpose for the good & the bad..

the test of love doesnt come when you're together
it comes when you part ways [ && ] realize that in
s p i t e of " breaking up " … the love is still there ;;

Don't let me go
cause ill just drop
Don't kiss me
cause ill never wanna stop...

i wish i knew exactly what to say:
<to be the one to take your breath away>

 










HAHAHA!

 I LOVE YOU NOZ!!! lol
  I WANT A PIANO SO0O0O0O BAD!!
 <<DEFFINITELY TRUE ABOUT ME!!   ..
 thats it my loves..comment and you could be the shasta!! lol..i guess you had to be there for that! LATA!
hahaha that was soOoOoOoOoOoOo MUCH FUN! look at my butt!! hahaha my shorts were deffinitely riding up!!!

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ALRIGHTY!! this entry is going to be quotes pretty much!! well this weekend i am sleepin at noz's on friday w/ andrea and keshia!  noz always puts me in a good mood..as does andrea!! ahaha and then saturday the dance and im sleepin at sairbear's house after that! YEAHYA! we are gonna make a cake and have a party in the hott tub!! lol..well here are the quptes for ya!! ill put more icons on here later i believe!!

When I see you with her it brings tears to my eyes. I always thought you'd be right here by my side. Through thick and thin, helping each other out. I thought we were in love, without a doubt, but now that you are gone, I realize it must not be true because you are with her and I must be old news. <3

it's weird.. yeah, i miss you, but it's so much more than that.. i miss the way my heart stopped at just the sight of you, and that smile. gosh. that smile. the sad part is, your smile isn't the only thing i'm missing. i miss my own too.. the one thats only there when yours is.

after all is said and done,
i still think you're amazing
i still cherish every moment
i spent with you && every
smile you brought to my face
i'll forever be thankful that someone
like you was brought into my life
even if it had to be taken away too soon
see, you were my miracle, you were
my fairy tale i got to live.

It's hard to wait around for something
That you know will never happen.
But it's even harder to give up when
You know it's everything you want<3

I saw the heartache coming.
At least this time I wasn't oblivious to everything.
I must be getting better at this..which is really sad

Honestly, could it be, you & me,
like it was before, neither less or more?
Cus when i close my eyes at night i realize,
no one else could ever take your place

the key to individuality is to get rid of that
"I'm afraid of looking stupid" line of thought..
haha..im deffinitely an individual then!

even if we never talk again,

remember that i`m forever changed

by who you are and what you meant to me

 

nobody understands how much i miss you. miss
how much we used to talk and miss all the things
we used to do. i try not to admit it to myself that
i still feel this way. nobody knos that i still wake
up think`n of you each day... i still think of you n
i really do miss you.

 

she may not be the
PRETTiEST or SMARTEST girl alive..
but i can GUARANTEE she would've
given you the world..<|3


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<3   is   a         hand       to        hold
and   a   heart   to    understand . . .
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the way i feel about you
i just can`t [ explain ]
its the way my heart beats
when i hear your name <3

when you're down, i may not be able to
pick you back up. but i promise ill be
willing to lay down right next to you<3

 

She's smiling, is she happy?
She looks happy...but it doesn't matter.
Let me tell you something - not everything is as it seems

 

it's not about being who everyone else
wants you to be. it's about being *
yourself && finding someone who
loves every bit of it <3

 

just because her eyes don't tear, doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry...and just because she comes out strong... doesn't mean theres nothing wrong
...haha sounds familiar

 

his finger traced i L0VE Y0U in the palm of my hand <3 thats the only time my stomach's ever hit the floor like that.

 

i want a guy that will make me happy, someone that will make me smile when i hear his voice, someone that will love me unconditionally, i want someone that will have my friends saying to one another .. "shes happy again"

 

 

the worst thing a boy can do is make a girl fall for him with no intentions of catching her.

 

Everytime she laughs, she hopes he is watching.. so maybe he will fall for her smile as hard as she fell for his.

 

its when I see him acting like an idiot I realize how much I love him <333

 

at this very minute ;;
someone is thinking of you.
someone cares about you.
someone misses you/wants to be with you.
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies with you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you <333

 

i'm a strong girl, keeping my shit in line even when the tears are streaming down my face, i still manage to say the words, "i'm fine."

 

You could see it in her eyes She loved him & its killing her. </3

 

I’m a hopeless romantic. I believe in wishing on stars ;; soul mates and love that never ends. But yet, sometimes I feel like the only single person alive. I feel so alone. No matter what I try to do, I’m left in solitude. Maybe I try too hard. Maybe I really am hopeless… </3

 

&& i sit and listen to everyone else's love stories and im thinking to myself "wheres mine? "

 

i want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall &
make all the girls jealous. i want someone who would sing
to me at random moments. someone who is more goofy
than romantic. a boy who'd throw stuffed animals at me
when i'm acting dumb. someone who'd bet me kisses that
he could beat me at all the old playstation games && then
let me win. a guy who'd make fun of me just to hear my *
laugh. he'd play with my hair all the time && suprise me
with 25 cent rings. someone who i could share lollypops
with && lay on a blanket with to count the stars. we'd
buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pics`
of eachother and squirt waterguns at eachother in the
house. but mostly, someone who would be my best
friend
and would never break my heart. he would
just always make me S M i L E * <3

so what's it gonna take -
for a guy like you, to love
a girl like me _______<3


im hoping for one of my dreams!! lol
those who i wold the dream to would know what i am
talking about!! BAHAHA! and those who don't can wonder!

<<deffinitely a good one..

well that is about it!! i will catch you all later! MUAH! love && such but much much more..

 

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_____i'll be whoever you want tonight!
                             [cody]

 


Thursday, October 13, 2005

 YAY!!! I LOVE IT! [the season is ending..] not kewl..but then i can look forward to gymnastics! SCORE! >> posers piss me off! just figured i would tell you!

< thats cute..
 = LOVE LOVE LOVE
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AMAZING SONG!! TRUE THAT!!!!!

blah blah bored..i will write "something you care about" later..MUAH! love && such but more..

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___________cody..

___________[WHOA! its saturday morning baby!]_________
everybody fell asleep so i decided to take pictures of them!! BAHAHA!! good thing i did it fast cuz the stinkin camera died!! lol here goes kiddios! ENJOY!
 erika got the comfy chair! lol..the light is still on and somehow she fell asleep!! hehehe
 MY DEAREST MADELINE!!! i guess you have to see her in person but she looks HILARIOUS!!!
 idk how jenn managed to fall asleep like half sitting up! lol
 brooke sleeping on the duck pillow that madeline violated like 34057356203576384-0285946359028756 times!! BAHAHA! you must be here to get it! lol
 shannon crashed on the floor..she has a kewl fish pillow-case though!
 devin looks all sweaty! lol..we have MOST DEFFINITELY gotten better pictures of her sleeping before! lol..

**those are all the people in my living room! lol..i need to get more batteries for the camera so i can find stuff to take pics of!!! lol..ill put up new pics when i figure out where some working batteries are!!! lol lata babes!


Saturday, October 08, 2005

hmmm..

the football game was HILARIOUS!!
____i saw a cheerleader get dropped!! BAHAHA!! finally!
____STREAKER!! omfgolly!! i saw some security guy sitting on him!! lol that kid is gonna be a legend..
____it kinda sucked after the sophomore game but whatever..

then we went to ihop!! YEAHYA!!
____chris sittin on the sideline doin his homework! lol
____dude, can i borrow your cockulator?!? lol
____MY COCKULATOR IS DRIPPING! haha [you had to be there]

folla and coby are over..we are just chillin. THE NEW KITTIES ARE SO0O0O0O0O0O0O0O CUTE!!!!! i love 'em! hahaha..one of them keeps farting though, and its NASTY!!!! lol

..i give up on boys, not really but i totally wish i could!! nickie says: "and they are all dumb and if they dont get off nickies back they will die!" hahahaha...but really, boys are so confusing!

tonight we are goin to lukes hockey game! FUN STUFF!! haha

catch you all later! MUAH! love && such but more..

< qwertyuioplkjhgfdsazxcvbnm 3

_________cody


why do i even bother trying?!?           :\

 


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 I WANNA BE A COWGIRL!!
haha, it would be funnier if i really wouldnt do that!!! lol
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